I like that you liked reading my tumblr and following the thoughts that went on in my head.
I like that you even understood those thoughts, because not too many people do.
No fear can hinder now the love that made a way.
No fear can hinder now the promises you make.
so keep your eyes set on the horizon on the line where blue meets blue
rekindling old friendships
We used to like eachother 9 years ago and I spent all day with him today doing things I love
It’s crazy, because he sees so much in me that I don’t even see in myself. parts of the old me that I really miss, and parts of the new me that I’ve grown accustomed to that I don’t thing is profound at all.
I didn’t know him very well, but I did see him recently.
sudden deaths are really scary. It’s 4am and I can’t sleep.
The night of the DECA U retreat, when I went out at 1am to join Konrad at kareoke, he was there, greeted me, sang ridiculous songs with me, bought me tequila shots and beers, and walked me back to the hotel with Konrad at 5am.
We were joking about how we were matched on tinder, how you don’t match people who you know but we did it anyways, and how wildly inappropriate that would be because we had so many mutual friends.
I always thought I’d see him again.
I can’t imagine what his parents are feeling right now. To be notified that your son would never be coming back home, that you’d never have to worry about him staying out late ever again. That day Konrad and I went axe throwing, he was telling me the anecdote about how he got a call from the mother asking him if he knew where his friend was. And of course, they found him sleeping on the couch of some random person, safe and sound. but not this time :’(